I'm Tired

....like really physically tired. I am tired of close friends that have used their position to unintentionally hurt you. I'm tired of doing what everyone else feels is right. I am tired of being the one who makes the "right" decisions. I am tired of feeling like what I do is not good enough. I'm tired of reading all these articles on relationsips. I am tired of getting nothing for Valentine's Day. I am tired of attracting guys who are losers or just down right questionable. Does that mean that I am a loser too? How come it seems like everyone else can find someone that they connect with and I can't? Ok, I am whining now. I am going to stop.